FIT, HEALTHY AND SEXY

I’ve alway been one of that people who can eat whatever they want without getting fat. But one day I started not liking my body because of my belly fat and my muffin top. I thought I was fat, ugly,worthless… I didn’t know anything abuout health and that stuff, so I thought the only way to achieve my goal body was starving my-self. When I started this ‘diet’ I weighted about 111 lbs (I’m 5’5”), that means that I was at a healthy weight. For few months I’ve been eating 800 calories (or less) a day and I’ve been doing a lot of cardio , so I burned a big amount of calories. I also started hiding and throw the food away when my parents weren’t looking. I was always depressed, I didn’t want to go out, I thoght no one loved me… But one day I understood that I couldn’t go on with that anymore.

I made this blog because I’m trying to recover from that eating disorder. I’ve started eating about 1200 calories a day. I know it’s not enough, but I’m trying to do my best. I eat healthy food like whole grains, lean meet, soy milk, fish, eggs, olive oil, fruit, vegetables and so on. Now I’m still underweight, I’m 101 lbs.

Even though I try to think positively, sometimes I feel depressed and I think I’ll never be good enough for this society…

I hope you guys will help me with that fight against my eating disorder.

Thank you :)